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13-Year-Old Adam Toledo

Shankar Narayan
4 min readApr 16, 2021

And the State of Policing

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He was a kid.

That was the only image that got stuck in my head as I watched the footage of Adam Toledo shot by a Police Officer in Chicago. I did not think about the gun that Adam Toledo dropped after the officer asked him to do so. I did not remember Adam raising his hands after the officer asked him to do so. The whole world got slightly blurred as the footage ended. I played it again one more time, as I could not believe what I just saw. And when it played again, the only question that lingered in my head was: How old is Adam?

Reports said Adam was 13 years old. Just a year younger than my sister’s son. I have no idea why my head drifted to my nephew, but it did. A 13-year-old seventh-grader was shot dead by a police officer after he complied with the officer’s instructions.

My head was racing to find out something. Anything I could latch on, to support the officer. I grew up in an environment that taught me to respect the Police for their service. I never saw them as professionals; I saw them as saviors. As a kid, police cars and firetrucks were my go-to toys. They were always a part of my life. I grew up respecting the Police, and there are parts in my brain that I still know pines for them.

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Shankar Narayan
Shankar Narayan

Written by Shankar Narayan

He didn't care what he had or what he had left, he cared only about what he must do.

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